Valencia Oranges

Oh Gosh! I dun believe this but it happened! I went for another round of KFC-ing with darlin just now! ahhhh…. Talking about dieting.. I’m done for.

Ok… The good thing is, at least I don’t miss it as much as I did last night. No more KFC for now… URGH!

I MUST NOT GIVE IN TO TEMPTATION!!!!

………..OK, Here’s My daily dosage of love to darlin!……. MUACKZ!

I FELT SO SINFUL!!! Just went with darlin to have some KFC ! Feel so guilty after that! But the evil side of me actually feels good! The chicken is soooo tender and fresh! Juicy with a tinge of spiciness in it…I ate 2 pieces, 2 ribz….Wow..I mst stick to TOFU for the next week! Oh no.. I mustn’t give in to temptation! *Lickz* It’s finger lickin’ good! :P hehe…

After many many many days of procrastination, I finally started my REVISION! hee… *CLAP* Just started on my Organisational Behaviour and I hope to complete 4 chapters today. I have to take 4 modules this semester, Maths C, Organisational Behaviour, Managerial Accounting and Management. Hope I can at least get a 5 and above for these modules.

Anyway, darlin and I drove to West End for lunch today. Gonna eat at the Asian Food corner operated by a Singaporean again. Guess who I met there? My cousin! Was still commenting to darlin that the back view of that person looks like one of our friends when I realised that she’s actually my cousin! haha..What a small world! Chatted with her a lil and she told me that she’s going back in First Week of November, which is real soon!

Stopped over at Coles at Hawken drive to get some Tacos and vege. Gettng lazier nowadays and not wanting to cook. Most of the time, I will just steam some stuff and eat them. If I’m too lazy to even steam, I’ll try persuading darlin to go pack some takeaways. Hehe.. I’m just too lazy.. But most of the time, darlin will just give in to me! hehe..darlin is always so nice!!!

Alright, I better get change soon. Gonna get a roast chicken from Woolworths and that will be our dinner I think! hehe..Don’t think there’s any nice show later on also! Gonna continue my revision again after dinner.

I LOVE MY DARLIN!!

Here is your analysis. (You can take the TEST too!)

For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer’s attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct Valencia has left lots of white space on the all four borders of the paper. Valencia fills up just the center area of the page. If this is true, then Valencia has a particular shyness toward people and a fear of moving too fast in any direction. In some cultures, respecting people, rules, and adhering to protocol are ways of life. The right side of the page represents the future and the left side represents the past. Valencia seems a bit stuck in the middle, afraid to take action. Valencia seems to have a fear of looking bad or of crossing boundries. It will be easy to work with Valencia on a team, because Valencia will usually follow the rules. However, this desire to respect the boundries can often be construed as a lack of confidence and people will walk over Valencia if she is not careful.

Valencia is selective when picking friends. She does not trust everyone. She has a select group of people that are truly close to her, usually two or three. She is careful when choosing her inner circle of friends.

Valencia is having a lack of physical energy at the time this handwriting was written. If someone has very short and straight down lower loops (like in the y or g), this indicates this person’s physical drive (activity or sex) is compromised. Usually, this indicates the person simply isn’t interested in getting too physical right now. This could be a temporary mood which often happens when the body is sick and is healing. Or, this could be a result of an emotional or physical issue that is effecting Valencia ’s energy level and interest in sex. Sex doesn’t seem to be a priority at the moment.

Valencia is sarcastic. This is a defense mechanism designed to protect her ego when she feels hurt. She pokes people harder than she gets poked. These sarcastic remarks can be very funny. They can also be harsh, bitter, and caustic at the same time.

Valencia is a practical person whose goals are planned, practical, and down to earth. This is typical of people with normal healthy self-esteem. She needs to visualize the end of a project before she starts. she finds joy in anticipation and planning. Notice that I said she plans everything she is going to do, that doesn’t necessarily mean things go as planned. Valencia basically feels good about herself. She has a positive self-esteem which contributes to her success. She feels she has the ability to achieve anything she sets her mind to. However, she sets her goals using practicality– not too “out of reach”. She has enough self-confidence to leave a bad situation, yet, she will not take great risks, as they relate to her goals. A good esteem is one key to a happy life. Although there is room for improvement in the confidence catagery, her self-perception is better than average.

In reference to Valencia’s mental abilities, she has a very investigating and creating mind. She investigates projects rapidly because she is curious about many things. She gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but she soon must slow down and look at all the angles. She probably gets too many things going at once. When Valencia slows down, then she becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, she must slow down to do it. She then decides what projects she has time to finish. Thus she finishes at a slower pace than when she started the project. She has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. Her mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. She can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Valencia can then switch into her low gear. When she is in the slower mode, she can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. She is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.

Valencia will be candid and direct when expressing her opinion. She will tell them what she thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don’t really want her opinion, don’t ask for it!

Valencia will demand respect and will expect others to treat her with honor and dignity. Valencia believes in her ideas and will expect other people to also respect them. She has a lot of pride.

Valencia is moderately outgoing. Her emotions are stirred by sympathy and heart rendering stories. In fact, she can be kind, friendly, affectionate and considerate of others. She has the ability to put herself into the other person’s shoes. Valencia will be somewhat moody, with highs and lows. Sometimes she will be happy, the next day she might be sad. She has the unique ability to get along equally well with what psychology calls introverts and extroverts. This is because she is in between. Psychology calls Valencia an ambivert. She understands the needs of both types. Although they get along, she will not tolerate anyone that is too “far out.” She doesn’t sway too far one way or the other. When convincing her to buy a product or an idea, a heart rendering story could mean a great deal to her. She puts herself in the same situation as the person in the story, yet she will not buy anything that seems overly impractical or illogical. Valencia is an expressive person. She outwardly shows her emotions. She may even show traces of tears when hearing a sad story. Valencia is a “middle-of-the-roader,” politically as well as logically. She weighs both sides of an issue, sits on the fence, and then will decide when she finally has to. She basically doesn’t relate to any far out ideas and usually won’t go to the extreme on any issue.

People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Valencia doesn’t write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.

Another week gone…Gonna be end of year exam real soon! sianz! Anyway, I just gotten back my Management Essay on Ethics. ArGh! Not too good. Scored a miserable 13.5/20. I suppose I had a few marks deducted cos of my my referencing style! DUHZ! But the good thing is, darlin scored a 15/20! I need to work harder! Hope I’ll gradually improved scored a grade better then “5″. Just wanna keep all my modules above “5″ or “6″ if possible. “7″ is a bonus! hahaha…I doubt I’ll ever get it manz…

Kinda warm today. Checked the temperature and it says 27.5 deg. Feels like 35 deg! Oh man! Anyway, I really hope that I can do well in my exam. Gonna start reading up a bit today! Hope I won’t laze around anymore… Alright, Will update again..

hehe…I’m so vain! haha..I tried to take some pics of my hair which I dyed red yesterday but it couldn’t be seen!

Ok..Lifei..I know you gonna suan me again…haha…I am a vainpot!

Kept thinkin’ of what to do with my SHORT hair today! haha..Decided to dye my hair red. Went to get some hair dye at Toowong after lunch at Westend. I had horfun and darlin had chicken rice. Surprisingly, it was great. After getting some wax for my ahir and hair dye, we went straight home. I think I spend almost $100 on my hair already… duhz..

Anyway, dyed my hair and left the stuff on my hair for about 45min. But when I finally rinsed off everything and blow dried, the sun had already set. i cant see my hair color at all. Hmm..what do you think of my hair style? Look kinda tomboyish isn’t it?! But I gonna do something to it to make it look spunky instead if lookin like a boy..hmm… I’ll have to try it tomorrow…

Anyway, today’s account class wasn’t as terrifying as I’ve imagined. Ravi isn’t that scary after all! I’m always so stressed in his class. Feel that he’s gonna pounced on me for answers everytime. And the thought of not being able to answer totally freak me out! haha… Furthermore, I didn’t touch his tutorial today. Was still thinkin of reasons and excuses to tell him when he told darlin and me that he saw us TWICE yesterday! At Indoo Shopping Center and Milton having coffee. Oh man! haha..Talk of the devil man.. Luckily I didn’t try to tell him that I was rushing my assignment the whole day yesterday.. That teaches us not to Lie isn’t it! hehe..

Oh well, I gonna trying something new with my hair and post some pics soon… Another boring evening and I’m not in the mood to study..oh man!

I just cut my hair! Again! And real real short! hehe..Cost me $70 bucks.. I think that’s the most expensive hair cut I ever had man.. but I like it..Short and cooling. Gonna add some color to it soon! Also thanks to darlin who was there waiting patiently for my hair to be done!..ok..here’s some pics..hmm..do I look tomboyish ah? hahaha.. Ok..if you find it awful..pls dun tell me ya…do me a favor! Keep it to yourself!

BEFORE

AFTER

The rain just stopped… Been raining since morning today! kinda cold till now. 21.2 deg now, much better then the day before when ti’s 18 deg in the day. Was just wearing a tee shirt, so feels kinda cold walking hme yesterday. Caught in the rian with darlin when we were on our way to sch. had decided not to drive and tried reaching sch before the rain pours.. but of cos, we were too slow…Felt abit sick after that.. :( Wasn’t concentrating in my Accounting lecture and even feel asleep during one of the few boring slides. We “escaped” during break time cos it’s getting too dodgy…

Reached home and bathe. Feel so good after a nice warm bath. I kinda like the feeling of hot water splashing repeatly over my whole body.. very relaxing!

The Accounting assignment is FINALLY done after several days of procrastination. I’m gonna look thru it maybe twice and hand them in. Was in lecture just now, and during the break time, the lotsa of them just swarmed to the lecturer’s place and bombared him with questions. And I actually overhead some of the students in the lecture saying that they hadn’t start. Oh man, they are done for! Unless they are super good in this module, if not, I don’t think they can come up with a reasonably good assignment within these few days.

By the way, I’ve gotten back the Organisational Behavior Assignment. Got 23/30. Hmm..actuallly not really satisfied with the marks and the marking scheme. Then again, it’s my fault. I got a few marks deducted cos of referencing issues. I should have been more careful. Argh.. Never mind, I just gotto stop being so complacent and start working harder. One more assignment is still being marked. I hope to get by the Management essay and get over it. Hopefully, it’s not too badly done.

Hmm…darlin is having a nap now..Just made him mad..OoPs..Was getting impatient with him when he asked me a few Accounting questions… Oh no.. i better go sayang him when he wakes up..

Oh well, got a few nice shows later on in the even.. Gonna watch it! Wow…Time to laze again.. ahaha …

Been raining since morning! Feel so cold this morning and I bet it’s less then 20 deg outside! Anyway, woke up late this morning! Had a really nice cosy sleep with my blanket and darlin’s comforter with me! Went to “camp” over night in darlin’s room… I get to sleep on the bed while darlin slept on the floor beside me on the sleeping bag. I feel so bad!

Dreamt again last night! Generally the dream context is similar to the dream I had the previous night.

This time around it’s another guy. I think he’s a policeman or someone from the CIA. I think his name is “Shyn De” or somthing like that cos I remember him giving me a name card and I actually stared at the card for a few second before keeping it. I can’t really remmeber anymore details on the name card except it has green font, with his name in the middle and mobile phone at the bottom right corner. I can’t really remmeber the number but it looks something like that “9318xx96“. Hmm, can’t bet on all these numbers also, unless I make a trip to casino later! This time, this guy wore a white tight fitting tee-shirt, average tanned, average built and have those jap-style spiky hairstyle. Carried a dark colored sling bag and wore a pair of faded jeans. I remember vaguely that we were in a class waiting for the class to start and our classmates kept teasing us when he came in. The next thing I remember is us shopping for toys in a departmental store. But in the dream, I do have a quirky feeling. I felt guilty that why am I shopping with this guy, who’s not my darlin, but on the other hand, everything seems normal. Like I am suppose to feel normal and we are in a relationship. I was “made” to feel that my relationship with my darlin is actually a “dream” and being with “Shyn De” is a reality…I woke up after that…

What is my dream trying to tell me exactly? Someone kind enough to explain to me? Oh anyone knows the person whom I mentioned? Tell me! hmmm…

Slept half way while watching MI2. The ever-cool Tom Cruise fails to keep me awake despite his action packed movie. Darlin was knocked out too. He went straight to bed after tucking me into bed.

Had another dream again. And again it’s about marriage! What happened man?!!

Ok, The start of the dream goes like this….
I saw this person, let’s call him “Hanx”. I knew somewhat we are close and when I saw him, he’s queuing outside the Registry of Marriage waiting for a number. I was quite shocked when he told me that he had queued over night so as to get a number quick for our marriage! I know we’ve been together for quite a while but I still feel confused. But the funny thing is, I remember hugging him and he smell like my darlin! Hmm…. So who he is? Ok, never mind. The next thing I know, we were in front of the Justice of Peace, signing the document to get married. I kept staring at the document and holding the pen in my hand. I can feel the delimma, telling myself that once I’ve signed, that’s no turning back. I don’t wanna signed but yet I felt guilty for letting him down. I knew he signed it immediately and was smiling at me, hoping that I’d signed. Just then, darlin appreared beside me. He just looked at me, as if waiting for my response too. I turned to “Hanx” and tell him “sorry“, I really can’t do it. He was very hurt and I can see the pain in his eyes. I remember saying to him that “Sorry, I’ve been together with him(my darlin) for 5 years, I really cannot let go. I’m really sorry” . From where I stand, I can hear his friend consoling him and he just sitting there and staring down. I left the room promptly… and drifted to another dream where my whole family was waiting in a concert, waiting for my mum and my aunties to perform a dance. Duhz..

Oh man, why do I always dream about marriage these days? Is my biological clocking trying to tell me something? I woke up early this morning and surf through some of my friend’s (Or person whom I know but not really friends) friendster profile and blog. Some of them are actually engaged and getting married! I can’t believe it! Hmm.. Most of my friends are 22, like me, and getting married. This sudden thought just struck me, am I at the right age to get married? Is darlin ready? The word “marriage” seems so distant and irrelavant to us! It seems just like yesterday when we first met and get together.. Lotsa thoughts..

Well, alright, kinda tired after such a long blog, might continue tonight…

Darn…It seems like the mid sem exam had just passed…the year end exam is here already! I hate it… especially when I’ve a fuzzy understanding of what exactly is going on. I didn’t revise diligently though I should. I always managed to complate my tutorials only 2 days before my class and I didn’t bother to read the notes after lecture. I’m plain LAZY! duhz!

Well, to console myself, the only thing that makes the thought if year end exam more pleasant is the fact that I’ll be going home soon! I dunno why, I really missed home. I guess absence really makes the heart grows fonder. hmm..

I miss..
1. my bed at home
2. the smell of my bedroom(it don’t stink alright!)
3. my wardrobe
4. hugging my mum every night
5, bickering with my sis
6. being nagged at by my dad when I came home with lots of shopping bags
7. my toilet!
8. my bolster and my pillow (but I heard my sis that my mum actually threw em’ away!)
9. EVERYONE! My family and my friends!!

My mum has this weird habit of throwing away pillows and bolster every year! I didn’t have the chance to say good bye to my bolster! *Sobz*..Good bye my dearest bolster…

When I think back, it’s lucky that I came here with a companion, my darlin. Although we often bicker and almsot on any other things, it will really be worst if he’s not around…

Maybe let me write down a list of the goodness of him..
He’s my teddy bear when I need a hug, my entertainment when I’m bored, my dartboard when I’m having PMS, my taster when I cooked, my doctor and nurse when I fell sick, my handyman when something refused to work, a companion for my tennis, my listening ear when I’m down, my accomplice in eating junk food, my PC technician when my laptop needs help, my chef when I’m hungry at night, ,my “driving instructor” here in OZ, my laundry man, my alarm clock in the morning, my happy pill who always crack me up, my tarzen when there’s baddies (haha!), my babysitter that covers me with blanket everynight, my assurance to ensure that the room is well lit with candles so that I’m not scared, my pillow when I fell asleep while watching tv, my “food saver” who helped me finished up my food whenever I can’t finish them….and the list goes on and on and on… I can imagine his proud face when he reads these.. hehe.. he must be smirking to himself! But in essence, I just love him cos he is who he is! He’s my darlin Hin!!

Alright, got to go bathe and wake darlin up from his nap! muackzzz!!! and oh ya! My mum will finally be back from her one week trip to China in a few hours time!!! I missed her!!!

Woke up early this morning! Actually planned to touch on the assignment but didn’t! Hmmm… Woke darlin up and we laze around for an hour before I bathe and darlin vacuum the the floor. It was around 10.30am when we finally set up to Sunnybank again. Haha..So boring.. Going there once every 2 weeks. But there’s really nothing much to do in Brisbane anyway.

Reached Sunnybank around 11am and went to have lunch. Had some “Sao La“..hmm basically those Char Ciew, roast pork/roast duck. Was quite alright, costing us about $30. We still managed to takeaway some roast duck cos there’s really too much for us to finish. The rice was like a moutain high.. ahah.. ok I’m exaggerating… But I felt SUPER GUILTY after that cos everything is sooooo oily!!!

Finished up my Accounting tutorial just an hour ago. It’s always a pain in the ass.. OoPs..I hate tutorials on Monday! hehe.. Anyway darlin is gonna cook some Mee Pok later on.. I know it will turn out nice…

Called my sis Tian and chatted with her for anout 30min.. Gosh.. That cost about $15 credit. haha..but nvm lah.. since she’s my dearest sis.. Was hoping that we can organise a family outing when I’m back for my vacation. Been s really long time since 4 of us went for a holiday together!! hehe.. I’m so happy and excited about going home! 9 more weeks!!

Got a couple of interesting movies on tv later on.. I gonna try finishing up whatever I can so that I can watch in peace…

And yeah.. almost forgotten.. Due to PROTEST from my darlin..thinking that I’ve forgotten all about it… I’ve to announce this… 2 days ago, when I lost $10 in the casino, darlin REIMBURSED me the loss I’ve incurred.. hehehe…

Muackz maukz muackz…

Argh!! Fell sick last night, was feeling dizzy after a trip to city. Must be the freaky hot weather! Didn’t buy anything in city and my, the city is broring. Pop over to casino lost $10. How unluckily. darlin managed to win $27 with just $1!! I’m really a lousy and unluckily player!

Anyway, we took a bus to and fro city cos darlin’s car was sent for servicing. The Brisbane transportation system kinda sucks actually? We couldn’t find a bus to bring us home!! After walking around the city for at least half an hour, we manged to caught 412, the ONLY bus that bring us back to St. Lucia. Argh!! I’m starting to appreciate Singapore’s transportation. And to make thing worst, the bus driver is so darn RUDE. Ok, I dunno if he’s just tired, or simply cos he’s racist!!! Darn! When we asked him how much is the fare, he say it so softly. So darlin repeat it again to make sure and that darn bus driver says “Yeah! How many times?!” Hey c’mon man, we can’t understanding your freaking accent ok! Don’t try to sound so smug! I vowed never to take a bus again!!! darlin is not really affected by it but I’m EXTREMELY affected by that bus driver’s attitude!

Nevertheless, to be fair, not all Australians are so unfriendly. Most of them are still friendly. But the 2 person that I really dislikes are the bus driver and that DARN GUY from my OB class. It’s really a dread with him being in my OB group! I can’t understand a freaking thing that he’s saying. And when he can’t understand something that I said, he raised his voice and say”YA?” He’s practically just shouting into my ears! I don’t care if he’s being racist or just a pain in the ass. But if he don’t understand me, I can’t freaking under him either! darn man….I hate his FACE too! Just made me pissed!

Maybe we’ll be going Sunnybank later to buy some groceries. Hoping to get some carrot cake so that I can fry them and turn them into Char Kway! hehe.. darlin’s gonna try cooking Hokkien Mee! hehe.. and yea, darlin cooked Laksa last night.. and it was marvellous! Yummy.. but pity I’m not really having a good appetite after having a headache! Oh well, gonna ask darlin to cook for me again..

Once again, I’ve NOT touch my sucky Accounting Assignment!!!! Can you believe it? I’ve been procrastinating for the 4th time already..

We’ll see IF I’m hardworking enough to start it!

I’m so tired and in not in exact good mood to write. darlin is sick and slept early, so there goes my entertainment. I’ve lotsa work to do, e.g. the sucky accounting assignment but yet I dread starting it. Felt anxious that it’s not being done but yet I’m too lazy to even flip the assignment. Argh!

Bought some tee-shirts in Indoo today. Getting warmer nowadays… Gosh, i’m absolutely typing rusbbish out. But do I care? I don’t! This is my log and I shall do it whatever ways I want and I wish. No one can, no one would bother about it. Gonna skipped tomorrow’s lecture, that makes me free for the whole day. I better start the sucky assignment, if not, I gonna get it from Ravi!

I’m feeling extremely cranky and in a silly yet annoying mood. I feel nothing yet empty. Anyone understand how this feeling is about? I think i miss my mum! I miss talking to her. Now she must be in China happily touring with her friends. My papa is also in China, but on a working trip. Hmmmm… What’s with China? Everyone start flocking there recently…

I wanna go Taiwan when I head back to Singapore.. BUT NO MONEY!! Should I dig into my reserve? ARGH! I need to find some temp job to save up when I’m back in Singapore.. hmm… Feel so bloated these few days. I better start losing MORE WEIGHTS before I head back to SG. I think I put on weight since coming to Australia. Didn’t really eat any junk food yet kept putting weight! Must be lack of exercise. I’m gonna drag darlin to play tennis with me tomorrow. Hopefully…I MUST LOSE MORE WEIGHT!!

OK, I must be crazy. (If you refer to the first statement of this blog.) I had already written a few paragraphs of my nonsense although I’m in NOT MOOD to write anything.

BOTTOM LINE! I’M BORED!!!!!! I HATE ACCOUNTING!