September 2005


Inspired by Mr. Brown’s post, I did a copy cat too! Maybe all who are doing a blog should start one too. :)
It is pretty long but I guess it will be nice when I read it again next time.

I am the daughter you gave birth to one day before your birthday.
I am the daughter who cried and refused to budge when you don’t want to buy that toy for me.
I am the daughter who got spanked for doing that.
I am the daughter who could not sleep whenever you are carrying me when I’m young because the buckle of your belt was pressing against my legs.
I am the daughter who you rushed to the hospital when she had a high fever in the middle of the night.
I am the daughter who was bathed with ice cold water and was screaming away.
I am the daughter who know you were beside me all the while the nurse bathe me.
I am the daughter who pushed the wall whenever she is angry when she was young.
I am the daughter who knocked my head against the wall when I picked up a bar soap on a wet floor.
I am the daughter who remembers you bringing me aboard a ship that you were working on.
I am the daughter who drank coke for the first time when it was offered by the captain of the ship.
I am the daughter who fell asleep whenever you tutor me in math and was secretly happy when mummy says it was time for lunch.
I am the daughter who was always by your side when you quarrel with dad when both of you were young.
I am the daughter who hug the younger sister and cried whenever both of you quarrel when we are young.
I am the daughter who got punished by you for asking the cousins to help do my homework.
I am the daughter who you caned and later ask me who inflicted the cane marks on my back when you bathed me.
I am the daughter who was too lazy to get you an umbrella when you were caught in the rain cos. she wanted to sleep.
I am the daughter who got slapped by you for speaking in some uncouth language.
I am the daughter who wants to be as loving as both of you.
I am the daughter who still hug you before I sleep.

 

I am the baby whose cheek everyone likes to squeeze.
I am the girl who lives with the grandparents till 10.
I am the girl who doesn’t drink milk.
I am the girl who tried using an uncle’s shaver to trim off the hair on the leg and instead shaved off the skin.
I am the cousin who barbequed biscuit with you in the room using the candle from the lantern in the wee hours of the night.
I am the cousin who lighted the candle with you and put them on the mattress.
I am the cousin who bathed with all of your, boys and girls when we were young.
I am the cousin who pretended to speak English with you when we were both in pre-school and not knowing a word of English then.
I am the cousin who still remembers that you bought her a Garfield wallet that cost $25. You were still in JC and did not have much allowance then.

I am the friend who you wrongly accused when she’s in primary six and she lost all her friends in the class cos. you told them lies about her.
I am the friend who you complain to your mother about, saying that she boast to you that she was moving to a larger flat. She shared the news with you because you were her best friend then. Not anything else.
I am the friend who was ignored by all the people in the class because you were popular and you told them to do so.
I am the friend who joined another group of girls but never had the chance to fit in. She was so disappointed and walked away silently when you bought gifts for the others girls and left her out.
I am the friend who almost cried when you forgot to take the gift that she gave to you. She spent almost all her pocket money on that photo frame.
I am the friend who waited for you at the bus stop when we were in secondary school.
I am the friend who remembers you trimming her eyebrow for her the first time.
I am the friend who always walked to your house for a chat after school.
I am the friend who used to take your homework to your house whenever you are sick.
I am the friend who once cooked porridge for you when were alone in the house.
I am the friend you accuse of neglecting when she had to teach tuition six week nights and work six week days a week.
I am the friend who sent you a long letter to apologize but in the end get a sarcastic reply from you, saying it’s too later.
I am the friend who dreamt that we were in good terms again and woke up feeling sad.

I am the sister who loves you when she saw you the first time.
I am the sister who always know you are the prettiest girl in her heart.
I am the sister who ate a piece of seaweed for you because a cousin tried to feed you that thing which had just dropped on the floor.
I am the sister who was very sad but could do nothing when you were bullied in primary school.
I am the sister who always forced you to buy me some food from the shop.
I am the sister who forced you to stay with me in the cruise’s cabin because she wanted to watch MTV.
I am the sister who makes sure you are covered with blanket every night before she sleeps.
I am the sister who screams at you whenever you refused to help me with something or obey me.
I am the sister who you thought placed you in second priority to the boyfriend, but she never did.
I am the sister who cooked you instant noodle whenever you were hungry at night.
I am the sister who made you eat all the food that I cooked although it tasted disgusting.
I am the sister who went with you to Korea and I still remember you lost the ticket for us to get back to the entrance!
I am the sister who will love you always and always.

I am the girlfriend who becomes yours when you first hold her hand on the steps of planet Hollywood.
I am the girlfriend who was made to stand on a chair and you had to sing her a birthday song.
I am the girlfriend who still remembers what clothes you wore when we were out the first time.
I am the girlfriend who thought you were the most gentlemen you had ever met when she first went out with you. You hold the door and open the car door for her.
I am the girlfriend who still remembers that you gave her a bottle of Tommy girl perfume during her birthday and that was the day both of you first met.
I am the girlfriend who thought that you forgotten about her when you did not return her page the next day both of you met.
I am the girlfriend who still remembers that you wore an expensive yellow ICEBREG Bermudas when we went to the beach.
I am the girlfriend who was kissed for the first time by you.
I am the girlfriend who cries whenever you screamed or get angry.
I am the girlfriend whom you like to tease knowing that you can coax me back just by making silly faces.
I am the girlfriend who received sunflowers from you every valentine that we had.
I am the girlfriend who cut her long hair and regretted the next day.
I am the girlfriend who had bad menses cramp and you drove to the pharmacy to get pills for her.
I am the girlfriend who cook you dinner at 1 am in the morning.
I am the girlfriend who likes polka dots.
I am the girlfriend whose hair you love the most.
I am the girlfriend whom you pampered the most.
I am the girlfriend who will always be by your side through thick and thin and supporting you always.
I am the girlfriend who will love you always.

I am the student who is always procrastinating.
I am the blogger who thinks this list is not going to end if she continues to write and her grammar sucks.

 


This is usually what happen nearing the deadline of assignment!

Both of us! So how do both of us look? :)


Saw this on someone’s blog and thought it’s pretty funny but true. ;)

Strong Strong wind.
Was howling all night and I can’t sleep at all.
Yesterday night was much stronger but it had since ceased to 54km/hr.

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A tiny clip that I captured thru my bedroom window. To view, right-click and “Save Target As..”
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Weekend’s never the same over here in Brisbane. Back in Singapore, we would have been out by now, properly hanging out with buddies in of the pubs. it’s only 8.33pm here and it’s so quiet. There’s a massive rugby match tonight and almost all the TV stations are showing matches around the whole of Australia, thus no tv for us tonight.

Alright, it’s not that we are really bored and has nothing to do. We have heaps of assignments and presentations to follow up but being the model procrastinator couple, we ended up fooling around and laughing at each other’s joke. We better start getting our bums down to some serious work! :P

On a separate and very random note, I was lazing around this afternoon when I start thinking about the similarities and differences between darlin and myself. Gosh! there’s so much differences and I can hardly find any similarities between us! I asked darlin and as usual, he hate being ask this kinda “boliao” question. haha..Anyway, here’s a list.

Similarities
We both,
loves Ice-cream.
Holds similar family values.
Like German Shepherd (well, I’m kinda influenced by him tho’)
Same Genre of music
loves making fun of each other.

Differences
He hates shopping, I loves it!
He loves his chicken and pork(and never eat fish), I love fishes and seafood.
He likes spicy stuff, I love sour stuff.
He loves watching TV, I prefer reading.
He loves sweet chocolate, I only like eating dark ones.
He like cabonated drinks but I often sticks to my green tea.
He loves fried stuff while I keep close to steam and grilled stuff.
He loves his laksa while I steer clear of it.
He has a quick temper(better now tho’s) while I usually takes thing easy.
He likes to sit down quietly after a day while I prefer to talk my night away.
He is very careful with anything while I’m careful is everything.
He can survive on eating tibits but I’ll probably get sick the next day.
He’s more critical of people while I choose to trust everyone.
…..

and alot more I guess. It will take me ages to list them all down.

Hmm..How funny is that we can compromise and stand each for nearly 5.5 years! :)

I guess that’s what love is all about! :)

How about you, my friends?

ANGRY!
Bought my ipod mini and now comes ipod nano! What the!

Alright..I shan’t fret. It’s the choice I made! :

BUT still! I am angry! Erks! No wonder darlin calls me an implusive buyer! :(

And I’m too angry to post any pics of ipod nano or even link it here! Argh!

I bought myself a toy! Finally managed to get my ipod from ebay. A new one and it’s selling for almost 15 AUD cheaper than in the shops. Ok ok, I know, ipod mini had been in the market for very long but who cares? As long as I like it, I guess it’s alright! People still buy vintage cars nowadays, don’t they. :)

Darlin had been extremely kind in offering to pay half of the price for me without assuming any ownership to the new baby. I know it’s really tough for darlin to come up with the money now that both of us are studying and not working. He must had save that money from wherever he could. The best way that I could show my appreciation is to accept his offer gratefully. :) Thanks so much for everything darlin! :) HUGZ!

Meanwhile,


And who’s willing to sponsor these? I’m sure my new baby will love his new friends! haaa :)

The smart cars are so compact that you can stack them one on top of another!

I know for obvious reason, you won’t be able to see the picture and the color very well. I took this when darlin was at the roundabout and there were cars behind us. Darlin made another round but I still could not take a very clear shot of the cars. There are 6 cars in different colors, all stacked on top of another.

Looking at the compact size of the Smart car, I reckon it will be wasy to park. Be it parallel or reverse!

Aren’t they colorful and cute? I wanted one for myself tho’ darlin thought that smart car (2 seater, 700 cc and no boot) is a complete waste of money! :P

Enough Said! I love him! :D

RISKS

To laugh is to risk appearing the fool.
To weep is to risk appearing sentimental.
To reach out for another is to risk involvement.
To expose feelings is to risk exposing your true self.
To place your ideas, your dreams before a crowd is to risk their loss.
To love is to risk not being loved in return.
To live is to risk dying.
To hope is to risk despair.
To try is to risk failure.
But risks must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing.
The person who risks nothing, does nothing, has nothing, and is nothing.
They may avoid suffering and sorrow, but they cannot learn, feel, change, grow, love, live.
Chained by their attitudes, they are a slave, they have forfeited their freedom.
Only the person who risks is free.